Hi Victoria, I haven't seen you since you was a baby. I'm your second cousin on Vic's side of the family. People never know how long the Lord will allow us on this earth but you need to know we are all passing through and this is not our home. Victoria if you have asked Jesus into your heart, believe he raised from the dead and confessed with your mouth that he is Lord and ask forgiveness of your sins then you are saved. He will never leave you, despite all your tough times now, this will pass. I may not see you in this lifetime again but I can assure you the most important thing is Jesus and I will see you someday in heaven. God bless you and keep you in all his ways forever and I know he will. You are loved by all and we will pray for complete healing and wholeness. No matter how the outcome the Lord is in control and someday you will have all the answers. Love you baby, never stop smiling.